I am the worst when it comes to taking classes online. I haven’t touched my online training in about 2 weeks. This is terrible. I have zero discipline.
My work schedule will be pretty much the same until January, but I’ve been super lazy lately: not working out, not studying, and lacking on my job search. I need to find some motivation, and I need to find it quickly because I’ll have no one to blame but myself for my plans not working out the way I wanted them to.
In other news, the wedding planning is slowly coming along. We still haven’t make a definitive decision about what we want but at least it’s being talked about more than it was in the past. I feel like Lorenzo wants something bigger than what I’m willing to be a part of, and he feels like I’m not contributing enough to the planning process. We are both right…and wrong. When talking with other people, the advice I seem to get the most involves us just spending everything we have on a huge, unforgettable wedding and worrying about everything else later on. Lorenzo and I don’t function that way. He’s an extremely logical thinking and he’s a planner, I am very much a “prepare for the worst case scenario” kind of person. So just “going for it” and worrying about the what if’s and the minor details after the fact is just not an option for us. We are weirdo’s like that.
We are also conflicted on where to go on the Honeymoon. I will admit planning this part has been a bit easier than the rest. There are SO many places I want to go: Europe, Hawaii, Australia, Brazil… uggghh…too many options. I need to just win a few million dollars in the lottery so we can just go see the world on a private jet whenever we feel like it. I mean who doesn’t want that?
My bridesmaids and maid of honor are going to be my sisters and the friend that introduced me to Lorenzo. I think they are more excited about this than I am. Its pretty cool. I hope they keep this attitude throughout the entire process. I promised myself that I wouldn’t be a “Bridezilla” because I know how picky I can be sometimes and how it gets on my sisters’ nerves. I don’t think its going to be that much of a problem for us because my family and I tend to be brutally honest with each other and my sisters have no problem telling me when I’m being pain.
I still need to shape up with my work routine, school, working out, and this planning. I’ll get it together… I promise.